Worries

Lately I have had a lot of worries about my future, my job, my college, and my relationship. I have been so full of worry that I hardly am sleeping at night. I think I slept about three hours the last three nights.

I have been worried that I wont find a job that will pay me well enough to continue school and travel this summer. I have been worried that if I find a job I wont be able to focus on school. That is the most important thing my school. About my relationship I have been worrying lately because we haven't been talking very much. I am really worried that things are changing between us and that is the last thing I would ever want. He has been working a lot and been very busy and has been sick so we have lost opportunities to talk and I miss it a lot.

Last night I was really worried and I couldn't stop thinking about everything and I didn't sleep until about two o'clock this morning. I had a nice day spending time with my niece and my nephew. But still when I went to bed I couldn't sleep.

Maybe tonight I will sleep better, I hope so. I have to sit through a two hour lecture tomorrow.

Wish me luck!