As you can read from the title above, I am NOT going to blog about something as inane as the weather, even though I have been enjoying it immensely this weekend.
Well, you may ask, if you aren't going to blog about the weather what are you going to blog about? Good question...
One thing that has been on my mind lately that I have been trying to forget is the end. The end of this semester. It has been amazing in a number of ways and I just wish that it could go a bit longer. Not academically, although academically is was great too, I mean mostly just the friendships I have made and the music I have made.
At the end of a concert, along with relief joy and/or frustration, I feel a small sense of loss. That musical moment will never happen again, I could perform the same songs but the performance and the moment would just be different. The same way with the friendships that I have now. Not that they will end just because we all will go home for the summer. Things will just be on hold. Most of my closest friends actually live quite a distance from me and all of us will be busy.
That sounds all kinds of pessimistic. That isn't really completely how I feel. It is more a mixed bag. I am extremely happy to have friends and part of this dread comes straight from me and the fact that I am so shy. It takes me a while to warm up to people and now that the term is almost over I have finally made connections.
Probably enough whining and moaning for now. Life is great right now and things are going well in pretty much every area of my life. I will just have to focus on that and not the sad things.
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