Today I am feeling the need for a change, not sure why or what needs to be changed, but something isn't right in my life. I am thinking right now that I just need to find an outlet for myself physically that is cheap and fun. I hate running, and walking by myself is lame, so... what else should I do. If anyone has any ideas let me know otherwise I may just go crazy! Not that I might be a little out in left-field already. Whatever, that isn't the point the point is that I am restless and want something to do badly!
I also really really want to move out. Not sure how that is going to happen as I am a poor college student, but the drama in the house is driving me insane, add to that the fact that my friends(the few I have), my school, my job, and any sort of sane people with open minds live in town. I meanwhile am stuck in the boonies with my crazy family. Don't take it wrong, I love my family, but I am almost 20, and I need some space and separation from my family, some time to grow up. The downside to this is that I am saving all the money I can for my trip to Nepal, or close to there.
I have no idea what I am going to do. I just hope that I figure it out before I go into a melt-down.
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