Thursday, April 5, 2007

New Favorite Video, with some other stuff

This video is very awesome and as soon as I heard the song I felt like even though the story doesn't completely fit my situation, the feeling behind it does.

Recently someone asked me if I believed in soul mates. I told them that of course I did, that I have always had believed. When I was young, and I do mean young, I just knew that someone was out there just for me, and that when I met them they would be the rest of my soul. Now I don't necessarily believe that soul mates are purely romantic relationships. I believe that my late friend Melissa was my soul mate.

She was my best friend in my freshman year of high school, we hadn't known each other for very long but we were literally best friends. I would have done anything for her, and I did. The week that she was in the hospital prior to her death she told one of our other friends that she didn't want me to come see her. She didn't want me to remember her like that. I wanted and needed to see her but I followed her wishes and I didn't get to say goodbye. Sometimes I regret that, but not that I did what she wanted.

The other person that I have a sneaking suspicion is my soul mate is Sanjib. I believe that he is that soul that was far away from me when I was so young. From the moment we began chatting I felt a connection with him.

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